Ivan’s life is a disaster. He spends his days lost in his own head, bouncing between porn, target practice, and a hopeless crush on a co-worker he both craves and resents. Inside, his mind runs nonstop, full of self-doubt, bitter humor, and jabs at himself and the world around him. Beneath the jokes and sarcasm, there’s a mess of anger and insecurity that’s getting harder to ignore. This is Ivan: painfully self-aware, painfully stuck, and just beginning to realize that maybe, just maybe, he’s his own worst enemy.